I’m suffering from the “I’m fucking angry but  can’t say a fucking thing syndrome“. It’s just that I don’t have that right to be angry, I don’t have the power even to feel angry but I am angry. It sounded wierd, but it’s true. I’m frustrated for no reason, beaten down dead, fucked up and .. wahhhhh .. enough said. Shit, this is like a diary post! Save it for next time when I am in a more secure mode, if you got what I mean. Fuck That’s it, I’m out of here!